imperfect world

breaking apart

2007-08-04T10:14:00.000-07:00

It has been a long long time since i blogged.. too busy le.. just fin my mid years not long ago.. my results are like shit so dun ask how i did.. greatly appreciated..
Really very stress this while.. so stress that i feel as if i'm gonna break apart soon.. sudden miss my sisters so much that i cried the other day.. dunno why this while so emo.. everyday's occupied with stuff. Be it studies, cca, tuition results.. everything is like killing mie day by day..
i think i need a break.. be it a short one.. so this national holi is a good opportunity to relax myself.. relief the stress and start all over again..
haix. sad things aside.. i've pass my Bahasa indon basic!! yea yea.. going on to intermediate le.. not bad ba.. hahahah..
Has been doing CIP at AWWA this while.. got in touch with physically disabled and austistic kids.. i got to noe another side of life this while. learned to appreciate the fact that i'm able to eat well, walk without help and think independently. AWWA really made me learn alot.
yup.. i'll try to blog more. planning to have a 4/6 gathering again/.. sentosa? how's that?

Finally.

2007-07-03T00:35:00.000-07:00

yup yup yup.. i noe i noe.. FINALLY.. i start blogging eh? haha.. yup.. cos this while quite busy.. interact stuff.. stupid idiotic mid years.. YEAH..!! mid yrs over.. but.. haix... hope the teachers take their time to mark them as i totally screwed up my phyics and history paper.. dammit.

Last friday after exam went back to outram for Gala Night. dame.. why aren't there such a thing for us to destress with we were in outram.. fine .. nvm.. since i had fun with my besties and long- time-no-see friends.. i heart them all. Everyone went crazy once the dance floor was opened.. haha.. i found out that most of my gals can really dance man.. always go clubbing izzit? fang and cher still say wanna go tgt with mie.. ai yo.. MICHELLE is the GOOD GAL okay.. where got go clubbing one.. ppl always call mie guai guai kia one can? BUt still, i really love that night, screaming at the top of my voice and anyhow dancing.. SITI.. THKS FOR THE POLE THING.. i'll nvr forget how lyn dance..wuahaha..after gala-ing, ate at tiong with ber nur and cher. cai go home.. OMG.. now i really miss life at outram...

Then is yet another crazy gathering with my BESTIES always cheryl chin and Xie meifang.. we went shopping.. then went to sing k box.. sing untill sore throat, "Cher and Fang, Michelle Heart u gals man!!" These two are the gals that i can share little secrets with.. though meifang always like to "tai kang"(talk cork) with me and Cheryl always Go crazy somewhere at sometime.. i still love them as much as i love no no not chocolate.. is my pooh.. btw.. i accidentally slapped meifang.. haha.. paiseh ah gal.. then three crazy gals WALKEDrom suntec to bugis.. sent fang to mrt then we walk home.

too many things at a time..

2007-04-30T22:31:00.000-07:00

long time since i update le.. haha.. earlier on not in good mood cos my group lost a proposal. initially, interact had already chosen our proposal. my group so euthu and ready to start work le. then suddenly another cca also doin a similiar stuff.. so my gp de propsal kanna rejected.. not sad but a bit disappointed. haix.
This while a lot of things cuming up.. first is my NAFA test omg.. i run so slow.. all the gal in my class is like 14 minutes de.. but i ran like 16 mins fer 2.4 the last time round.. so embarrassing.. lucky it's next week cai test.. so have some time to train up a bit.. then is my history CA tutorial.. haix.. dunno wad the bloody qn taalking about.. still need to hand in tmr.. haix.. today is really gonna be a labour day fer mie.. then is my interview fer exco position in interact.. wow i didn't noe it's such a BIG thing that there will be 14 ppl seating together with u asking u qn.. only choosing 8 out of 13.. i must jia you.. haha.. quite a bit of test cuming up.. lucky mid yr is after june holidays.. still have time to buck up..
Omg.. i kindda lose contact wit my sista fer a while nia so many things happen.. they are all enaged aith their poly stuff le.. hey gal.. when's our next gathering?? i dun wanna lose contact with u guys..
not feeling well ytd.. big headache.. maybe is the weather.. hais.. so bloody hot..
okie.. gonna work on my stupid idiot history stuff le..

i'm so fat...!!!

2007-04-15T04:44:00.000-07:00

Agrh!!!!!!!!!! i realised that ive gain 5 kg since i left netball.. omg omg.. i need to lose weight. okie. every body here will be my witness.. i, michelle tan shimin, swear that i will start to lose weight from now onwards.
target: 7 kg!!
wuahaha.. i noe u all will say i'm crazy but i'm not!! i dame bloody serious.
lose weight lose weight lose weight loseweight lose weight~!

okie now.. update for this week.. nth much happen.. just that i meet lyna on wednesday to pass her the scandals taht she needs.. and ya.. on friday i went to my CIP venue and was first introduced to my attached class.. i must admitted that it is a rather challenging class cos the kids there are not very physically and mentally abled.. but it's okie.. i shall accept the chaleengue and try my best to help the kids there.. just finished my history 3 full page long tutorial outline and went for a run not long ago.. haix.. my ankle and my back hurts.. haix.. nafa is cumin.. not matter how painful it is to run i muz muz endure.. aimin fer a silver this year.. wei wei wei.. dun think it's easy okie.. maybe easy fer u to get a gold or silver.. but not for my cos of the stupid idiot standing board jump.. haha.. but i'll try moi's best de..
omg.. i miss my sistas again.. hais.. i miss outram again.. i miss netball again...
but then again.. life goes on..

post sentosa sufferings

2007-04-10T01:44:00.000-07:00

omg.. i tot i finally didn't kana sunburn for once after going to sentosa, wad the, still kana sun burn.. so awfull.. so pain for the past two days.. didnt sleep well becos of it.. hai wo near fall asleep during lecture on monday.. lolx.. nth much happened this two days except that i sprained my ankle again, even since i sprained it last year, i realise that i sprain my ankle really easily.. dame, sun tan plus sprained ankle.. somebody help..!!
Sunday at sentosa was fun.. played in the sea with siti ber cher ying xun jocelyn and peisi.. lolx. after that went fish and co at glasshouse to eat.. the pasta sucks..!! wad the.. to cheesy.. i dun like it at all.. i knock my head twice on sunday.. make mie feel dizzy.. haix.. eye still alrite.. dun worry...

"long weekend"? my foot!!

2007-04-07T10:56:00.000-07:00

Yawns, it's 2 am in the morning le, i finally finally finished my 500 word preliminary idea. hooray. really really tired le. tmr meeting cheryl at 8.30 am, a few hours left, dun feel like sleeping le, only can sleep 5 hours, wad's the point.. haix.. but nvr. tmr enjoy with my sisters le. cai come back home sleep. wuahahaha..
On friday went to Da Gu's new house to help her clean up, get prepared for new furniture to come in, then went to meet ying yao, yuancheng, Lynette and tracy to buy BBq de food.
Lolx. today after meeting Hejun they all fer ig outing, went to chinatown sheng siong to meet Lyn, yuancheng and yingyao to buy ice and stuff.. wuahaha.. happy that today's bbq considered a success.. haha.. finished al the food and gathering and crapping with everybody is so fun.. haha.. Miss lim and mother yow also joined us today.. lotsa memorise from outram came back again.. sudden liss outram so much once again.. oh ya.. today saw sita at marina square.. so long nvr see her le. haix. i wanna go back to my sec school life can?? i miss outram.. miss my friends.. miss netball.. miss the teachers.. miss my classroom..
My "long weekend" will end tmr, lotsa hwk and test coming.. jia you michelle.. azar azar..!!

Life At CJC..

2007-04-05T07:57:00.000-07:00

Hi ppl.. i noe i very very long nvr blog le.. i'm so sry.. still trying to get use to jc life ah.. haha.. okie.. let mie report wad happened this while.. had a real sucky timetable.. till 5 almost everyday.. i joined the interact club.. no no.. it's not a debate club, it's a club that do CIP and Overseas cip.. i wanna join some sports.. but then can't, mummy worry then i something will hit on my head.. already make her worry fer mie that day at A n E le. The doctor say cannot have any hits or concussion if not will affect eye sight, conditions may worsen, haix, wanna join back netball de, not use to being in a club. so sianx. nth much to do. haix.My class quite funny la.. at first didn't like it cos only 7 gals 14 guys haix..but the guys quite funny.. makes lesson very enjoyable.
Yup yup yup. Going out with my sista on 8 apr to sentosa. haha. finally this day come le.. we like keep talking about it, lots of ideas about where to go.. lucky didn't go zoo.. having a 4/6 bbq at lyn's house this sat.. will be very busy all weekend.. so wun be blogging.. dun complain le ah.. haha..

Wad a day

2007-03-15T22:42:00.000-07:00

Today went to cityhall cos suppose to have a IG gatherin but then reach there le nobody.. called bow cai realised that it's postpone le.. haix.. at cityhall mall met a man that introduce himself as a marketin sth from an advertising company. He gave mie his namecard and ask mie to go for a trial to be a modal. i was too shocked le.. scared that he's a cheat so rejected his offer cos he ask for my hp no.. when i rejected his offer.. he was so shocked and kept askin mie why i rejected his offer and said that he has lotsa advertising opportunity fer mie. in the end i rejected him and he looks a bit.. no no.. very angry and took back his card.. haha.. wad a day at cityhall la..
ytd also.. the guy was on the same bus as mie, we alighted at the same stop. he followed mie all the way to the lift and ask if i noe where is mustafa. i pointed to him and he ask if i'm free to bring him there. i was in a rush to meet siti and ber at queensway so rejected him. He didn't went off after i told him the direction to mustafa. He even offered to walk mie up.. wad the.. luckily a neighbour came out of the lift and he walked away.. phew..
Why i keep meetin weird ppl these days.. third incident of the week le.. all these things happen like a drama series like that.. hahaha..

Forgot Password again..

2007-03-14T04:02:00.000-07:00

Dammit dammit.. why why why.. i forgot my passworld again.. now have to create a new account.. haix..
anyway, i went fer seoul gardens with my beloved sistas on Sunday.. so happy.. sat down there fer more than 2 hrs.. eatin and chit chatting.. haha.. ya la ya la.. i noe i met some funny stuff.. For my sistas info: NO CALL RECEIVED. lolx.. so dun worry.. haha.. i look forword fer 8 april fer our next gatherin.. thou dun look forword to the event.. haha.. i really love my sistas.. for the past few days.. i have been in a new environment with new faces and stuff.. posted to my new school CAtholic jc.. wad the.. it's so different compared to SR.. haix.. luckily chee weng came back to Cj.. finally see familar face.. he brought mie ard during the cca thing.. i initially wanted to join GuZheng but was ltr attracted to the interact club.. it's a club that does CIP and Overseas CIP.. these are the things that i liked since secondary.. althou no longer in a sport cca.. no exercise.. will become fat again.. but then.. no choice.. i really like interact club.. haha..
Orhx.. Kelwin thomas leaving fer KL to study le.. haix... one more class mate overseas le.. having a gatherin cum farewell fer him at 7 pm tmr at bugis mrt.. all the best kelwin..
talkin abt overseas.. i miss solaiman nehx.. that fat polar.. cannot hit his stomach.. no more of craps from him.. haix...
HAd been going to school everyday since monday fer bridging lessons.. okie la.. finally found sth nice abt CJ// the teachers really teach in detail de.. make mie understand le.. Dammit.. i've gotten history fer my H1subject.. do i look like a history person?? hais...